1. |
17
02:52
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Walking away form this boring
conversation about my life
your fake sense of caring is getting old
Does it feel
Less important
to not be boring
the way that you’ve felt since 17
Been thinking about it
the words that you said to me way back when
when things were better
when things were so good
And you’re moving away from
my selfish, self loathing bullshit
and the things that i say
never mattered anyway
didn’t matter.
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2. |
Boring
01:38
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Yeah i get that im fucking boring
this shit routine means that every morning
stays the same
only six more weeks till this torture ends
I wont forget or say im sorry
for trying my hardest to not complain
but i dont know
only six more weeks till im leaving home
to start my life again
without you
will you forget
well i dont know
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3. |
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Nothing comes so often
as the feeling of flowers blossom
and spending time with you
just to waste our days
you’re the weight that
pulls me through
I still remember
just doing nothing
hoping one day to amount to something
we didnt really care
just the though that
someday we could get there
We spent all this time
absorbed by it
was it worth it
when it comes down to this
im always
thinking nothing, feeling nothing
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4. |
Dysfunctional Mess
02:31
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The first time we met
your face got stuck inside my mind
those regrets
back then i was boy without a spine
nothing compares
To your face and your smile
I wish the world would end
so I didnt have to see you cry
I wish you’d shut your mouth
so i could just go to bed
countless nights laid up
I cant stop thinking about death
I don’t want to die
its just all in my head
i dont want to die
I havent been myself for a while
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5. |
Throwing Up
04:24
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its just like throwing up
your eyes are closed
And the words are stuck
the words in your mouth
wont come out
my mind is turning inside out
inside out
its just like
throwing up
your eyes are close
and the words are stuck
I took the cigarette smoke
too deep it hurt my throat
Remember breathing easy
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6. |
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Look me in the eyes
and please just tell me how to feel
im wasting all this time to try feel whole again
it makes you start to wonder
but what can you do
i never thought it wouldve come to this
be gentle with me, only show me
what i need to see
I need that sure consistency
not a cloud in the sky
and for once theres not a worry in my mind
ill live this dream forever
Sweet melodies ease me to sleep
drifting between where i am and want to be
ive felt everything, I feel nothing
Sweet melodies ease me to sleep
drifting between where i am and want to be
maybe someday ill be better
change my mind change the weather
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7. |
Feeling Blue
02:19
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8. |
Morbid
02:59
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9. |
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10. |
Plagued With Disbelief
02:12
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11. |
Rejoice
02:06
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